I want to listen to some quiet music and stare into nothingness. I want to put the clock off and cuddle for hours. I want to fit in your cuddle perfectly and just cry a little. Cry for what has been, cry for how I feel today, cry for the fear for tomorrow. I want you to wipe my tears and say that it is going to be okay. I want you to hold me in that position for hours. Be quiet but repeat the same thing. Dim the lights and and hush my loud crying. Help me to cry quietly. Because I want to get this out of my being. And I fear that it will not get out of me without crying heavily. Please just me. in that perfect position. for now and forever

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